Friday, November 14, 2014

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Friday, November 14, 2014

This is me, angry. Angry me. Why?
Because ever since I got back from Australia/NZ, I've had tons of ideas and inspirations, and tons of things I've wanted to accomplish. Huge things. Exciting things! But I'm fucking void of the ability to do any of it. I feel like when I was seeing mountains, ocean, and new critters every day along with meeting new people and watching a new landscape go by I was stoked as shit to sit down and draw for hours at a time. Graphite and dreamy drawings oozed from my fingertips, and I couldn't wait till I got home so I could extend to bigger paper and different media. Sculpture. Oil paint. Charcoal. But now that I have access again, I'm missing everything that gave me the energy to do it. I'm tired all the time, and feel like it's impossible to do anything creative.  I go to work, come home, watch movies, go to bed. Or on my days off I go to Value World or putter the day away. So I forced myself to drive to Carmel today to sit in a coffee shop I'd never been to and draw all day, and I've done that. But I have the head and first three legs done of a 5" grasshopper commission, and it's 3:35. I've been here since noon. Pathetic. 

SOMETHING BRING ME ENERGY AGAIN. 

And I don't mean fucking coffee. 

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Some recent tattoos

Thursday, November 13, 2014
Some tattoos from 2014!
Here's a little Virgin Tiger Moth


A1920's inspired Russian Prison cat


A geometric thigh jellyfish!

 

Precious little palm circles.


Monday, September 15, 2014

Monday, September 15, 2014
Some forgotten sketches


















Origins Tattoo in Greenwood

Working at a new tattoo shop now that I'm back from traveling! My old shop (Treehouse) closed, as my boss moved out to Portland, OR. But, I've found a new spot to work from! Origins. And these are my first two works from there.

The Indianapolis Motor Speedway logo for Jared, and a tribute to the Flatirons in Boulder, CO for Maia.


Tuesday, June 17, 2014

A few small drawings

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

 

 
Since I haven't updated you on drawings from Australia and New Zealand in ages, here's a little glimpse! I have a few new ones since these, but they are gifts for my family (who check this page regularly) and I don't want to spoil the surprise! :)
All graphite on pape with .03 led!

 

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Reminders

Saturday, June 7, 2014

More reminders for myself on shit I need to update. NZ seems a little better with its wifi, so hopefully I can post more soon. Buh. Here's a picture in the meantime of a pink bathroom and some hair taped to a wall and a giant baby in Melbourne.

 
 
+Hervey Bay

+Fraser Island

+Airlie Beach

+Whitsundays

+Magnetic Island

+Cairns

+Brisbane

+Melbourne

+Queenstown

 

 

 

 

 

 

Reminders

More reminders for myself on shit I need to update. NZ seems a little better with its wifi, so hopefully I can post more soon. Buh. Here's a picture in the meantime of a pink bathroom and some hair taped to a wall and a giant baby in Melbourne.

 
 
+Hervey Bay

+Fraser Island

+Airlie Beach

+Whitsundays

+Magnetic Island

+Cairns

+Brisbane

+Melbourne

+Queenstown

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ugh god I'm behind.

I'm not even in Australia anymore!

Basically, a recent update is as follows: went to Melbourne for a few weeks, came down with a really bad case of tonsillitis. Flew to Queenstown, New Zealand. Have been here for a week, sick the whole time. Yesterday I took a 12 hour day trip to Milford Sound. Absolutely stunning, but on the bus ride there I had to spew SO bad, and the bus couldn't stop so I had to do it in my mouth and swallow it. Twice. Charming. But on the way home I gained a migraine which stuck around until this morning, when I found out that my plans to be home by July 1st were totally fucked and the soonest flight I can get back is July 21st. Which absolutely shattered me. I was going to be able to make it home for the Fourth of July, and the traditional yearly trip to Michigan with my family. I was so excited and relieved, and it was going to help me get though this next month, knowing I'd be home so soon and in time for MI. Plus, I'm fucking broke. But no, the universe loves making this trip as difficult as possible for me, and now I need to figure out what to do with myself for a whole extra fucking month that I don't want to be here. Starting tomorrow I begin my trip with Kiwi Experience, which is a bus that takes me around the whole country for the next month, which should be pretty awesome, but it ends on the 28th of June. I could technically extend it to last as long as I want, but I just don't have that kind of money or energy.

I'm exhausted from traveling. I have yet to make a really great friend, and I've become so jaded by the experience it's hard for me to enjoy things anymore. The last week I've been here, I had three guys in my room that didn't help. They LITERALLY took a shit on our balcony. Twice. I saw one of their dicks within the first five minutes of meeting them, and the second one's the second day. They brought home girls to fuck every single night, and of course the one under my bunk had to fuck four times in one night. They also come back at 4am, drunk, yelling, turning on the lights, and climbing in my bed. Once they were naked when they did this, and attempted to grope me. I fucking hate them. I moved out this morning to a new room cause I couldn't take it anymore. Jesus. This town is pretty and all, but it's a little shit hole and I can't wait to move on.

 

 

Listen to me. All I can do is complain, yet Friday was so beautiful at Milford Sound. Literally one of the most amazing places I've ever seen in my life, but I'm just too fucking jaded by everything else that keeps going wrong on this trip to really appreciate it. I just wanna come home.

Friday, June 6, 2014

Mooloolaba

Friday, June 6, 2014

 

So Mooloolaba was a few weeks back, but still one of the best parts of my trip. Before I got here, I felt super alone in my travels. But Mooloolaba Backpackers was a small hostel, filled with super awesome people. It's a small town, and I mainly just stopped here to see Scott from Sydney while he was visiting his parents for Easter, but it ended up such a great decision. Some of my favorite people included Lorna (an awesome English girl who I became fast friends and drinking/dancing partners with), Ian (a feisty, silly Irishman who was wonderful), Whitey (a well-traveled English photographer--hilarious. We tangoed in parking lots and giggled galore), Morgan (Aussie man who is the guy I'm with in the photo below. We became fast friends, and I'm going back to Brisbane after I get to cairns to visit him! And possible even tattoo a little maze on his upper back. Super pumped), and many more. Every day we would all go our separate ways and reconvene around 4, eat food, crack some ciders and sit by the pool smoking cigarettes, chatting, and fighting over the single hammock. In the evenings we (they) would play pool and ping pong, lounge, and around 9:30 we would all go to the river (the hostel kicked us out around then every night for the neighbors sake) and from there we'd head out and go dancing.
Party bus.
Morgan! Fun fact about him: he is going to do the walk around Australia! Meaning the dude is going to walk all the way around Australia's coast. The journey will take about two years, and he's doing it for charity. Such a rad bloke. Also that is is hat which he passed onto me. Best souvenir.

 

During one of my first days in Mooloolaba I took a trip to the Australia Zoo! This is STEVE'S ZOO! I saw fuckign Terry and Bindi and Robert! That's them feeding a saltwater croc below! And I held a koala! Weeooo!

!!!

 

 

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Reminders:

Thursday, May 1, 2014


This is just so I can keep track of how painfully far behind I am and how much I have yet to tell you! These places have been the bits of my trip that have recovered me from the lonesome depression that Byron Bay brought on. Thus, I'm especially excited to share it all when I have a chance.


+Mooloolaba

+Hervey Bay

+Fraser Island

+Airlie Beach

+Whitsundays

 

 

In due time, young babes.

So far behind

 

 

It's so hard to keep up with this when the only time I ever get free wifi in Australia is on the goddamn greyhound. But, basically, life is pretty good. I'm in Airlie Beach right now, and I have a two day/two night sailing trip to the Whitsundays and Whitehaven Beach tomorrow where I get to snorkel and stuff! Then Monday I head to Magnetic island for two nights (koala sanctuary and some other stuff. Probably more beaches. Surprise.), then to Cairns for about five days. In Cairns I'm gonna go to a butterfly sanctuary (!!!!!), a bat sanctuary, the Daintree Rainforest, and hopefully out to do more snorkeling. Then on the 15th I fly back south to Brisbane to hang out with Morgan who I met in Mooloolaba, and maybe hang out in Mooloolaba a few days again before then flying down to Melbourne on the 19th. There I'm seeing my friend Emma that I met on Fraser Island last week (don't worry, I'll fill you in all about that and and my last week here at Airlie Beach soon enough) and possibly Paul who I met on my flight to Australia! I'm gonna hang there and explore a bit, and also take the ferry over to Tasmania for a few days. This time is a pretty pivotal point, cause it is when I decide if I'm sticking to my plan of heading over to NZ for the next three months, or getting a job in Melbourne and traveling more of Australia first.

So torn about it. I bought a year visa which I can never get again (for $550!), and if I keep my current plan I will have only done Australia three months, which is a normal travel visa.

But, I honestly am starting to believe that Australia is not what I was looking for, and NZ will be. I don't think I realized that Australia's tourism is 90% beaches. And after about the first 3, they're just fucking beaches to me. I don't appreciate them anymore now that I've seen 15+ different ones. I'm a mountain girl, and I wanna see canyons and cliffs and glaciers and all that good jazz. I think I was so blinded by my childhood obsession with Oz to realize it was nothing like what I really wanted for this trip. And, I honestly believe New Zealand will be. Don't get me wrong, it's been gorgeous every step of the way. Just not quite....right. So, I may just pack up at the end of May and head over to NZ on my own or with this Irish girl I met, rent a car, and see as much as possible. I love the organized tours cause you can meet loads of people, but they're such a fucking rip off monetarily. If I do the Kiwi Experience trip I think I would regret it, and I really just wanna rough it and go off the beaten track. I hate how much I've missed in Australia by being bound to trips-- for example, earlier this week my friend Nicole and I hung out with a girl who lives here in Airlie (she's Welsh, however) who drove us 20 minutes out of town to an amazing waterfall which we spent the whole day swimming in. With tours you don't get to see that shit. Without a car you don't get to see shit.

So, that's the basic thought process and plan at the moment.

Also, if I do the NZ plan at the beginning of June, I will, in fact, be home by mid August. Otherwise it'll just be a few months later. Either way, I'll be home in 2014, tan and blonde as fuck. As well as mildly malnourished.

 

Photos soon.

Of the trip of course, not my malnourishment.

Bye.

 

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Byron Bay

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

So I haven't had wifi for a while, and a lot has happened!! I still have tons of Nabiac photos to share, as well as a few from my weird last week in Byron. I'm currently exhausted and in a five hour bus ride to Sunshine Coast, so I'm just going to give brief high/lowlights.

 

Day 1: arrived at 9pm, met all the 9 other people in my teepee, and was dragged out to a dance bar. The people I was with were mainly English and German, and the guys were overly touchy and flirty, and the girls were pathetically into it. I was welcomed in, until I didn't flirt back and then was ignored. Fun dancing, however. Went back and crashes after 2am. Ps. Fun fact, they don't sell shots in NsW. It's illegal! And their drinks are hella expensive and weak.

Inside the teepee!

Day 2: walked down the beach a bit, explored the town, and discovered delicious cheap foods from Aldi. Met a guy from Indiana who used to work on the same street, in the same parking lot as me (we knew three of the same people as well. Totally tiny world.), watched an open mic night with him, and played a trivia game with the whole hostel on a team with some of the best people I met, and won a little day trip to Nimbin.

Stunning beaches.

 

Day 3: last night in the teepee, hung out outside with my friends Olivier and Louise (French and English couple. Super hilarious) playing drinking games, guessing truths and lies about ourselves. Super fun, lovely people. That was the evening, and during the day I took the Nimbin trip, and hung out with a girl I met from Manchester. We drove on this cool hippy bus with a rad South African tour guide. Nimbin is just a stoner town now, overlooked by the police. As soon as you get off the bus people are offering you weed cookies and magic mushrooms. Everything is weed related. Super weird, and everyone is suuuuuuper out of it. Then the bus went to a campground and we made a massive BBQ, stopped at a waterfall, and then came back. It was interesting, and meh.

Weedweedweedweedweedweed Jesus.

A little walk the tour took us on.

 

Day 4: found a free tent to stay in, in the middle of the campground attached to the hostel. Tiny, with broken zippers. The proceeded to go to a travel agent and book my greyhound to Cairns (I can hop off and on whenever for 90 days in one direction) as well as a three day/two night camping trip on Fraser Island where you ride around in 4x4's cause there are no roads (I get to drive, fuck yes) and swim in drinkable lakes and chill with dingos while watching tiger sharks breed off the coast. I also booked a two day/two night sailing trip in the Whitsundays where you sleep on the boat, snorkel in several locations in the Great Barrier Reef, and go to the finest/whitest sand beach there is: White Haven. And I also have a little tour of Magnetic island as well, and a three day/two night kayak trip that they threw in for free, but unfortunately I think is booked when I'm in that particular town so I may sell it. But yeah! Fuck yeah, trips! Anyway, after booking, I think I went to the beach for a bit. Then I met back up with my travel adviser who was a sweet girl from Sweden who said I was her soulmate. I went to her hostel and played Kings with her, a guy from Denmark, a girl from Canada, two from Finland, and an English guy. From there we went out, and the Swedish girl kept buying me drinks as we were on the dance floor. Drinks in. Oz seriously blow. I've been here a month and am yet to gain anything from the booze other than an immediate headache or heartburn. Nice night though.

The trips and note she wrote me on the bag!
 

Day 5: I believe this day I walked really far down the beach toward the mountains. And after a while, there were less and less people, but also less and less clothes. I found myself in a nude beach on accident, with about 5 older men walking around. Two of which stopped me to talk. One seemed creepy and I was obviously uncomfortable, so he covered himself up. Another guy walked up and chatted as well, a friendly enough guy, then they let and I sat to have my lunch, and the friendly guy walked back over. Only this time, I was sitting and he was standing. Not covering himself. Facing me, feet spread, pelvis aimed directly at me, hands on hips. He was cheerful and harmless, but it was fucking weird. That night I woke at 1am to my feet sopping wet from the rain. Tent had flooded. Had to move all my stuff, use my towel, booklet and a few sweaters to sop it up, change clothes, and cut the strings and tags off the inside of the tent, cut holes into the door and tarp, and had to tie them together to keep the tent from getting anymore water. Everything was sopping in the morning, so I sucked it up and did the $4 a load laundry (don't you ever complain to me about your $2 loads again, it's $7 a load if I had gone into town) spending $12 in total to dry everything. The rest of the nights were much drier, but much harder on my body.

Not naked on the naked beach.
I can literally hear everyone breathe we are so close together.

The aftermath of my finagling through the storm.

 

Day 6: rain all day. Drew in a coffeehouse, left to eat my usual cheap tuna and baked beans, and went to a different coffeehouse and got the cheapest thing on the menu so I could draw more. A couple stopped me on the street and talked about my drawing, left, and then came back and ended up sitting next to me. They were probably in their 60's and from southern England. We chatted a bit, and they felt very homey. Like surrogate parents or something. It was a brief but lovely interaction. When they left they took my picture with my drawing, gave me their card and said to stay with them if I'm ever in s. England, and blew me a kiss goodbye. When I went to pay for my little bowl of fries, they had done it for me. A little brightener to my damp few days.

Finally done!
This one is still very much in progress. The head and hands are done, however. His name is Jasper.
 

Day 7: Drew more, all day. Family next to me didn't eat the fries they ordered, so I got them for free! Two days of fries in a row, not bad. Then I left and walked to the beach for the final time, and watched a dusty sunset over the mountains, with silhouetted surfers in the water. I looked the other direction, and pitch black out at 6:30 pm realized it was the lunar eclipse! So I walked over to the other side of the beach and sat down to watch. I could hear a Spanish trumpeter in the distance behind me, a white reggae boy with his drum circle next to me, and traveling fire dancers and swallowers were next to me. It was pretty cool.

 

 

All these days are mixed up and poorly written, but it's the basic gist. Will fix it up later when I'm not on a crammed bus next to a pretty Italian. Love y'all. Ciao.